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As We Pretend, Reality Descends

by Page 54

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no words explain nor are enough bathe in the silence of emotion the water's cold
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Sonder 03:27
peel open your eyes release your tongue from the prison of your mind have no compromise no matter how morose, nothing will come close everything's unique, you just have to seek falling fast free at last you wallow and collapse at a seldom facsimile as I begin to coalesce it begins to undress you need to break and defy all of your unneeded wisdom life isn't detrimental, realise your full potential october's gloom unravelled as a plume existential relying on the external pure bliss in this meaningless adjacent parallel falling fast free at last reflecting the image through broken glass tune out this cacophony a life is nothing without the coffin's symphony a solemnity with a heart of stone an effigy erected to atone "i'm not alone" i'm mesmerised in reverie
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Empathy 03:48
fear of my swirling colours coming together wept of my treasure clear of my meaningless self coming together contrasts of pleasure quarantine apathy show me you're using empathy fear of your swirling colours coming together to make another kept from endeavour clear of my meaningless self coming together lasting forever quarantine apathy show me you're using empathy maybe i don't know maybe i'll never know well it's fucking killing me and I just can't see i don't need your sympathy cast me within your shadow you fucking disappoint me
4.
tearing out hearts exposing aromas it's absurd, it's obscene it's everything in between holy heavens of elation plummet to the depths of hell a constant purgatory a never-ending story crossing out every outcome leaving just the flume this emits pure bloom as it merges into the plume holy heavens of elation plummet to the depths of hell a constant purgatory a never-ending story perhaps this is elation
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A Slow Death 05:00
before i fade i need to say to await is to waste away forget my face count your days know your place feeling all of the ritual become habitual out of my control healing all of the abstract become cardiac now to decompose now that i'm nothing but my own past I can finally feel at ease at last staring became devoid i fell some call it 'call of the void' oh well in the end it helped me out i saw the good in my doubts and your midas' touch had changed so much feeling all of the ritual become habitual out of my control healing all of the abstract become cardiac now to decompose now that i'm nothing but my own past I can finally feel at ease at last just let me fade oh let me fade i just want to fucking fade away erase me ERASE
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crawling through the dirt the soil reverts so insignificant screaming disconcert heart worm
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nether friend we never made amends we smile as we pretend we'll never see the end nether friend we never made amends tethered as we descend afraid of our frayed ends as we pretend, reality descends you need solitude to rid your attitude to kill your habits, to breathe again it seems so arbitrary to commit to the contrary that thought was so scary but now you're with the fairies as we pretend, reality descends the ambulance lit up the culdesac like christmas lights NETHER FRIEND
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the light was dim i made my mark but you were the light within my dark the workload of three fought through the blue you dedicated your life to me thank you i can finally feel i can finally think i can finally feel at peace i can finally feel at ease an altruist with a bigger heart than a mind selflessness predominates, you're the example that i find you kept me in your heart like I was deserving of a place all those grave sacrifices just to put a smile on my face progenitor those isle of lights i can finally feel i can finally think i can finally feel at peace i can finally feel at ease
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Deadpanned 05:03
caught in a sea of haze caught in a dimming gaze caught in a dissertation which cannot be saved paralysed and dumbstruck mesmerised and out of luck fallen on my knees right before your feet disorders scream like leprosy here begins our atrophy our bridge just collapsed we built it with our bare hands as it fell you stood there and stared paralysed and dumbstruck mesmerised and out of luck fallen on my knees right before your feet disorders scream like leprosy here begins our atrophy DEADPANNED
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Keystone 03:44
follow me down the river, we'll have to swim from here just ignore the shivers, your tears will disappear this realm is fuelled by emotion this river will lead to an ocean brace and cathartic, the cliff begins to cave let's call this home for lack of a better name you won't ever be alone you've got me to blame take my unwavering hand before our stepping stones erode into sand together we can cross the seas and traverse the lands i just need a chance

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released August 13, 2021

I would like to extend my gratitude to the people around me during the writing, recording, and production of this record. Your presence is greatly appreciated and valued.

To all that stumble across this, thank you! I hope you enjoy it!

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